Its quick isn't it? We are almost into the end of February. So far it's been a good month. I realise something, when I bring myself close to GOD, everything turns out fine. I'm more at peace with myself and I think I'm more laid back. I'm no longer the person I used to be. I guess, this is the change in me that I am looking for all this while. Previously, my world was a big messed. I was in a relationship for a freaking 10 years with the wrong guy. I messed up, screwed up and created mess in my life. But all that change as soon as I leave him. WOW, I didn't know that my life could be this beautiful and peaceful. I have to admit, that in the past couple of years, I've made mistake, I messed up and created a few problems. But here I am, trying to make amendments. I'm not the greatest person to walk this planet. I'm only human and I've made mistake. Mistake which sometime I wish I did not made. However, I'm picking up every mistake that I've made and change it for the better. Slowly but surely, I'm settling all my problems, pay my dues and bring myself closer to god every single day. I'm not saying I am an angel, but, being closer to god gives me all this peace that I was long searching for. I know that what ever the problem is, there will be a solution to it. It might appeared to be hard but with courage to admit your mistake and the determination to make it better, I will make what ever wrong becomes right again.
Thank you Allah, for the new strength that you are giving me. Alhamdulilah.
Thank you Allah, for the new strength that you are giving me. Alhamdulilah.
