You said that you were suffering, but never did get help. You said that you were in pain but never let anyone help you. Don't you think that it is a bit selfish of you to leave us behind? What ever your reason was, I hope your sufferings end. There is a lot for me to say but I just can't find the words and the feeling can't be explain in words. Just so you know that I love you so much and I will always remember you. Till me meet again...Rest in peace.